So, I have gone missing for quite a while, and there is an explanation. See the last thing I wrote in my journal was a very dissapointing entry since I had been very busy getting my act together. As recorded earlier, my father was, is, in a very delicate situation, he is very ill, and I just had to put all my thoughts and actions on the table so that I could arrange them along with my life. I don't know what to think now that I see myself caught between walls, with no escape, I feel trapped and, trust me, it is a feeling that I don't wish upon anyone, not even my worst enemy. Life, to me, is lessons that won't ever be forgotten, lessons that in some way leave you but the really don't. My point being that not a single thing that happens to one's life is worth forgetting but learned from, and since I DO FIRMLY BELIEVE that you are in this life only once and that there is nothing afterwards, no heaven, no hell and no purgatory, THIS IS IT, so i might as well enjoy it while it lasts, and take all the things i have, or will learn, as a path towards my own growth and final success. Friends, or immediate aquintances, I do tell you this, no matter how difficult you have it, it is sweet that life slaps you in the face with the best intentions, not to hurt you but to make you aware of it. Peace out

Tufic